deeper she screams as the blade tickles her skin. we bleed in unison as the world wastes away and our troubles whisper serenely in our ears. cry out in pain, sing your lies louder they say. make someone believe. without that belief you are nothing. we try to wake up but how do you get rid of what you know is the truth? how do you hide from the destruction you've caused? revel in it for it is real, not a dream or thought or nightmare. the trail of empty heartbeats that follow like your shadow are the only reminder that you used to feel.

sinking...under the weight of your lies i am slowly drowning. deeper and deeper you push me, i long ago lost my grip but these lonely waters refuse to free me. i am just another prisoner, these chains of empty promises and broken dreams bind me. on the edge now, all you need to do is push me one last time



'so go on love, leave while there's still hope for escape'
[jimmy eat world]